Wednesday, July 3, 2013

I'm the only 1.

Why do all these young people to me act like it's time to be like mean to me?  I can say whatever I want.  I'm 27.

It was funny.

I also found a burrito that seemed healthy.. the pastry, okay, but I mean once in a while can I have some form of junk food or tasty treat on my diet or also like a fast, I guess.

So

I happen to be sleeping on my nice comfy new bedspread, Tinkerbell, which I'll get up and post a photo of sometime, probably, or have it in a video..also you may have seen my new vanity.  The sheets are dark purple, like my dad suggested.  We got the fresh bedding @ Wal-Mart.  The sheets came in a bag you close by bending over the rope, sliding it open.  Also, I was at a group @ mental illness Tuesday, not allowed to record and say what others said.  I told them I was losing weight to get in the Disney parade.

So

Ellen can't think of happy thoughts.  She gets mad at everything outloud.  I was thinking @ my Twitter and changing my blog even.  Thought of a picture on my Flickr of showing both legs then just 1, to show a flamingo.  There is no treaty that says you can get mad at everyone who moved to Florida.  I know they are interested in natives.

This may be a bit overboard, but..

..being blocked by attractive famous people younger than me and their addicted fans?  Just to make fun of me for not getting online when I was their age?

Cold

Yay, it is cold.

CVS

I got a vanilla power bar, put some things back, and .. another food I heated up @ the gas station.  I forget @ the gas station what else.. ah yes a fruit drink.  Water, too, which is no longer cold.

cont.

It was all dark in the nightmare, and I had that stuffy feeling like usual where you know I have no body whenever I dream.  Well, nevermind, I remember having a body to hold.

Nightmare

Serves me right, recall the ending concretely, next to my mom, who seemed to look more like her from looking at her.  She was gonna say something, and I was like falling over on my sofa which appeared like a ghost and covering my ears and said no, but I stared at her cold-blooded as I formulated a message that "Gramma (dad's side) died."  I woke up, rather upset, not having to believe.  I took a long walk today and got hair dye @ CVS.  I came home like I was in the boiler room of the Titanic, for the 1st time had to lie down several times on the sidewalk.  I also got a blueberry pastry which was like a piece of croissant thickly filled in grease.  You know, how 1 time is okay for these things and to do them with variety.

Also, I heard my dad on the phone with my grandma.  He said we could have come to the meeting with the cousins but were too late.  I am also worried that the auditions for Disney will not go throughout the year since it's full-time, year-long work.  I didn't do floor workouts, needless to say but need to.  I also need more weight training.  Getting a membership @ the Y where I can take Bo-dy-pump . . . Bo-dy-pump .. You see, it is a full body workout, did it in Slidell, @ I think a CrossGates, a small 1 near home where I drove myself each time after I graduated from high school and came home to the summer.

Speaking of ghosts, I somehow got a ghost book last month.  Money gets tight, but I surpass "a few superficial failings," LOL!..

I think I only slept for 2 hours, though.

Mobile

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IT'S NOT FUNNY

I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT

STOP SINNERS

You are worthless, is that you, Ellen, cuz you sure do act like it.

My mom tried breaking in with my brother and thinks it's funny and that no one can hurt her but hurt me, instead.

So

Anyone "get" the joke?

Problema

You are are worthless niggers for treating me differenty since being called to counseling for no crime at all.  What you want now!

STOP

YOU STOP THE STUPID ELLEN MESSAGES

YOU WANT SOME PRIVACY

Mad

My mom didn't take care of me as a kid, and she keeps getting mad when her irritatedness upsets me, I try to say I'm being nice, but in reality I think I feel like *beep* her.

So

How do we know about the annoying messages from party pooper Ellen?  I'm mad.  Stop it.  ...  I can't say anything, all the things you will pay attention to are bad words.

My mom won't stop shitting..

Bothered

I keep getting annoying messages from everyone.  Why don't you go stimulate yourself?

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