Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Understanding Real Black People xp
I wish I were considered a real black person. I don't want to be black. I have no clue, don't know if I'm Native American. I do have possibly Jewish last names I think from the Middle Ages like most people. Is Germany Jewish? It's more annoying when you deal with someone maybe being white though they know hardly anything of it. I do admit I want to swish my (NW) Chinese side to Middle Eastern. I guess I'll have to just want every race. My mom tunred on that attractive Chinese music. The Chinese are so peaceful. I think my mom's paresnts semme chinese So, I know @ the funny Korean etc. kind from being online and trying to talk a lot to Eurasians. There's this big forum where I got kicked out for spamming. Spamming in this case was on topic. I also thought the Koreans like the Vietnamese were actually more Middle Eastern. Japan seems more Chinese and in and of itself more European. Since I may be Native American and the farming side isn't really neat like the Amish, I just feel left out. It's the only family I speak with or know on my dad's side and only seen my mom's mom. Talked to her dad before he passed away. I dunno, Middle Eatern is nice, but I mean like it's like you get more outta some other non-Caucasoid race, like they're the next 1, so to me are European. I guess the U.S. is very Jewish, all I can say. I was at the big Wal-Mart, and there was a mother and older daughter and she spoke with no non-English nor non-American accent. They did sound more English (British.) My mom used to call it British.
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What if I said I WUZ white to a person who has a black ancestor bc I'm also 1|2 Chinese.
ReplyDeleteWhy are you so mean to Lily-Rose?
ReplyDeleteBecause she is bad. She asked me about what I said to her, I just made suggestive remarks but not literally pointed at her. I mean, it's obvious, everyone thinks she thinks she's better, now. She is testy and thinks, like her dad as a young guy, that everyone has to answer to some 50s|70s game, like where you quickly relay something @ yourself as a human being through physical gestures and specific reactions. She also seems more into testing people for if they feel any pleasure, like she's mad at who her own parents are.
DeleteI almost wonder if you're Ellen DeGeneres. You see, she also has a parent from the South. I don't have any issue with her unless she questions that I'm a deserving person as ever from Florida and that there's no bickering @ me being from "Florida." What the fuck would I do here! :0 Yea, we have weird ways of getting on that's funny, like a joke, kinda like the jazz in New Orleans. Yes, there were slaves here, too, or segregation, probably the worst place for segregation.
Do you have a mental illness
ReplyDeleteYou sound very paranoid
The reason I am paranoid is because I have been to counseling and falsely diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar, and Autsim (Aspergers whatever that really means.)
DeleteI know it seems inappropriate to spread the news, but Johnny Depp is related to the 1st freed black woman. I just feel it's something that ought to go around. I don't know for sure and if I saved the documents if indeed it proved it I think I lost it.
I'll tell you 1 thing. I looked up some place in Florida, either Jacksonville or possibly Fort Lauderdale or Miami even and I know Florida is the South like any other state like Mississippi and Louisiana and dunno maybe even Texas.. but anyway it was a photo of some white people, including females, not wholely all that attractive, looking at a good-looking but socially hurt black man hanging. They were in the brushes. That actually hurt me. My ancestors were killed as well and not considered white secretly, you might say.. What hurt me though, regardless of my blood, which only would be Native American as the problem but not a big %, would be the way the people in Florida still are bloodthirsty to say they are Southern. They sometimes move there and leave. They might largely come from the Northeast, in fact.. They think even if your whole Goddang life was in the South that you aren't Southern.
You make no sense
ReplyDeleteJohnny Depp is not related to any black people
You seem like your diagnoses are right. I have a cousin who has Aspergers and he is very much like you.
You need to seek help. Go to therapy. Stop harassing celebrities and other people on here.
You don't know! On IMDb, they showed us a chart and announced he was related to the 1st freed black woman. http://tinyurl.com/2013-06-29-1
DeleteWhy do you think I am mentally ill? I think I wasn't supposed to be that way. I know it's from the messed up Catholic schools who spent the whole day doing nothing and gave us too much homework that didn't even make us smart because it was mostly about copying and memorizing things we don't know the substance of nor know what we are memorizing, just words on a page that take too long, seriously. I hate school. I just like the arts.
What about your cousin? My mom made my life hard. I could never wake up and be amazed at my face. I couldn't stay outta the sun or apply enough sunblock it seemed. That's something that's definitely going down. I may not have wanted to tickle to get white, but I know people want others to be dark, they're bloodthirsty negros at heart. There's no one to live for. Sometimes nothing to do that involves people. I have a long way to go. I need a bachelor's degree before I get into serious work, may take English 2 online next semester, but I'm also having a Disney time, should just kinda do all these things, though now it's fun to hang out online. I have to have a note to sign up for classes at 1 school and at the other I don't think they offer online. I can get my GPA back going here and plan to live in an apartment here if my parents move.
So, anyway, I did go see counselors on my own accord and have a therapist. It is nice to get in and feel better about my parents, but I think they're just always gonna be uptight with me because of how the world is, so I blame the world for your misdiagnosis of me, which should be clear. Those people who go out there and don't understand how to behave are the 1s with the disorders.
I can harass whatever I want, that's a part of life. You just harassed me, so I can harass people, too.
I mean, thanks for talking to me. You didn't really seem to like anything I post on my blog. I have lots of other posts you could look at, but I assume you've put me on ignore, to a degree.
I just think that children of celebs get too much attention. They can do whatever they want, if it's not misbehaving. Their moms don't have to feel ripped off as souls and "what" they believed they were prior, like they're just "dumb" or not really sharp like they think.
I am mad at older people thinking I am tacky wanting to feel good, too, I feel people eagle eying me like a vulture, as though they were my mom.
I hardly get any attention, don't know anyone worth it, wanted to meet older people, but everyone just flies away like a little flea, like there's more to do, like do more floor workouts, something of that nature, while other girls seem to live life as a party. I am debating doing ballet, as well, just so much to think @. I really want to do graduate studies and know any undergraduate degree is presently required. I can easily finish general studies @ the community college online. The only problem is when I'm let back in may not be allowed to take courses from this teacher I take singing from, and I really like her. She could tell me to stop taking singing, and it wouldn't be for any reason I can control. I'd be stuck with my other relationships. I've been considered previous, but Ellen tickles a fart @ that.