I'm the only 1.

Why do all these young people to me act like it's time to be like mean to me?  I can say whatever I want.  I'm 27.

It was funny.

I also found a burrito that seemed healthy.. the pastry, okay, but I mean once in a while can I have some form of junk food or tasty treat on my diet or also like a fast, I guess.

So

I happen to be sleeping on my nice comfy new bedspread, Tinkerbell, which I'll get up and post a photo of sometime, probably, or have it in a video..also you may have seen my new vanity.  The sheets are dark purple, like my dad suggested.  We got the fresh bedding @ Wal-Mart.  The sheets came in a bag you close by bending over the rope, sliding it open.  Also, I was at a group @ mental illness Tuesday, not allowed to record and say what others said.  I told them I was losing weight to get in the Disney parade.

So

Ellen can't think of happy thoughts.  She gets mad at everything outloud.  I was thinking @ my Twitter and changing my blog even.  Thought of a picture on my Flickr of showing both legs then just 1, to show a flamingo.  There is no treaty that says you can get mad at everyone who moved to Florida.  I know they are interested in natives.

This may be a bit overboard, but..

..being blocked by attractive famous people younger than me and their addicted fans?  Just to make fun of me for not getting online when I was their age?

Cold

Yay, it is cold.

CVS

I got a vanilla power bar, put some things back, and .. another food I heated up @ the gas station.  I forget @ the gas station what else.. ah yes a fruit drink.  Water, too, which is no longer cold.

cont.

It was all dark in the nightmare, and I had that stuffy feeling like usual where you know I have no body whenever I dream.  Well, nevermind, I remember having a body to hold.

Nightmare

Serves me right, recall the ending concretely, next to my mom, who seemed to look more like her from looking at her.  She was gonna say something, and I was like falling over on my sofa which appeared like a ghost and covering my ears and said no, but I stared at her cold-blooded as I formulated a message that "Gramma (dad's side) died."  I woke up, rather upset, not having to believe.  I took a long walk today and got hair dye @ CVS.  I came home like I was in the boiler room of the Titanic, for the 1st time had to lie down several times on the sidewalk.  I also got a blueberry pastry which was like a piece of croissant thickly filled in grease.  You know, how 1 time is okay for these things and to do them with variety.

Also, I heard my dad on the phone with my grandma.  He said we could have come to the meeting with the cousins but were too late.  I am also worried that the auditions for Disney will not go throughout the year since it's full-time, year-long work.  I didn't do floor workouts, needless to say but need to.  I also need more weight training.  Getting a membership @ the Y where I can take Bo-dy-pump . . . Bo-dy-pump .. You see, it is a full body workout, did it in Slidell, @ I think a CrossGates, a small 1 near home where I drove myself each time after I graduated from high school and came home to the summer.

Speaking of ghosts, I somehow got a ghost book last month.  Money gets tight, but I surpass "a few superficial failings," LOL!..

I think I only slept for 2 hours, though.

Mobile

IT'S NOT FUNNY

I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT

STOP SINNERS

You are worthless, is that you, Ellen, cuz you sure do act like it.

My mom tried breaking in with my brother and thinks it's funny and that no one can hurt her but hurt me, instead.

So

Anyone "get" the joke?

Problema

You are are worthless niggers for treating me differenty since being called to counseling for no crime at all.  What you want now!

STOP

YOU STOP THE STUPID ELLEN MESSAGES

YOU WANT SOME PRIVACY

Mad

My mom didn't take care of me as a kid, and she keeps getting mad when her irritatedness upsets me, I try to say I'm being nice, but in reality I think I feel like *beep* her.

So

How do we know about the annoying messages from party pooper Ellen?  I'm mad.  Stop it.  ...  I can't say anything, all the things you will pay attention to are bad words.

My mom won't stop shitting..

Bothered

I keep getting annoying messages from everyone.  Why don't you go stimulate yourself?

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

New Facebook Cover

MsChristinaBarrett

"Help!" ^0^

I had a dream, and in it I was returning the broken zipper.  What I meant to highlight was like I had something like a hair, a part of me, and it was gooey and white at 1 end and came down and globbed up 1 side or rather was indented like a cut down most of the hair, like it was infected with that sickly white goo you may imagine, which resembles pancake mix when it's made into a pancake.  People think of it as an artificial cover for something, for instance.  All I could think was lots of people have to dye their hair, but I'm fixing to shave it off I feel, get my dad to do it, but need a wig or hat if I do or maybe just dye it darker and get clear contacts next time, maybe wait if possible until I get new contacts.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

What's there to not admit?

Yea, my friends are BAD.

Problemas

Do you know how worthless Ellen makes me feel with the constant singing telegrams, hope that's not suggestive in actuality.  However, no one is ever nice to me..always said I was so sweet and shy and smart gorwing up.

Problema

Ellen's 2nd nature is sensitive and she looks in to see if I've done something wrong hoping to actually find something.

Problema

So, Ellen is afraid of you disrespecting her for not being able to chose her ethnicity and what she "wants" where.

I WANT PIZZA

por ty like a rock star
por ty like a rock star

*bump* *bump*

Something Funny I Seriously Wonder

@ huh (her)

She makes a big scene, Ellen, when you present something good or maybe her fans..not all though.  Like, she has to announce the fart.

All @ You

I hope I wasn't the 1 to blow the world away.  I wish that the kids who are in high school now were younger.

Mi Family

I want to have the girl right after the boy is born.

So

I wonder how Freddie Fallon looks.

Twitter

Um, Why

Is Ellen weak and telling me to act stupid?

Hey Ho

I'm sick from 2 salads.

Problemas

Not sure what to label this as, but I know from experience in New Orleans the people in that area all tick at the mention of Disney, Orlando, think they're the only 1s who can handle anything in the South .. lusting for Orlando and to say hey this is me, though Orlando is known from afar for its kids being shit.

Irony

So, Ginny, the shit of Orlando it all says no Christina we're not as good as you, what you did in hi schoo, but you're a nigger and so goodbye.

So

Why doesn't Ellen just say Christina I have a problem [with you] and then say what it is.  I know she just would find me an uncomfortable person.  I posted an old picture, and it sounds like they ate it up, like because my face was too flat.  I don't like those pictures of me where I look like a fat ho.

Also, she seems mad at me just because I'm 1|2 Chinese.  That's just cold-blooded racism.

Pretty Cutting

I keep noticing shit.  I was over it, somehow, but with Tim Burton I mean no.. but no I won't do shit.

Graphic Nudity of Philosophy

Stop

Why are you giving me more messages, like oh, that came up.  STOP IT.

"Stupid Idiot"

That's what they say!  I'm mad at the attacks of Ellen DeGeneres in the still of the quiet.  It happens a lot.  She's not just merry old Ellen anything like on TV.

She's now trying to say she's the best person in the world compared to others and she doesn't have to say shit.

Why I'm Mad Really

Ellen thinks she's "Ellen DeGeneres" and has to even constantly get at me because she's "Ellen DeGeneres."  I know she has those shitty sluts on her show who deserve it and it's funny they don't fight.  Well, I will not "be" 1950.

Problems

Ellen keeps doing mean or shitty things.  Like, I got another idea of her upholding my teacher as like God or something.  It was a pretty sensitive thing I think she went falsely for.  What?  Don't tell me to be a sinner.

Stop threatening me Ellen or Ellen pretender or Ellen singing telegram.  I am tired of her singing telegrams.  I'm practicing.  You cannot bitch at me for putting on my online journal the problems I encounter that I think is from you but decided by others.

Split Personality

Why does Ellen DeGeneres have to be mean if she's so nice?  I grew up learning that nice people are nice and only mean people do bad things.

I just got a freaky image of her having *** on something that is hurting me.  Like, it's like she thinks she tricks me because she's "Ellen DeGeneres."  So, who does that make me?

She is quite a dissapointment.  I don't need to double check anything, and I will not sit alone in the quiet.