Serves me right, recall the ending concretely, next to my mom, who seemed to look more like her from looking at her. She was gonna say something, and I was like falling over on my sofa which appeared like a ghost and covering my ears and said no, but I stared at her cold-blooded as I formulated a message that "Gramma (dad's side) died." I woke up, rather upset, not having to believe. I took a long walk today and got hair dye @ CVS. I came home like I was in the boiler room of the Titanic, for the 1st time had to lie down several times on the sidewalk. I also got a blueberry pastry which was like a piece of croissant thickly filled in grease. You know, how 1 time is okay for these things and to do them with variety.
Also, I heard my dad on the phone with my grandma. He said we could have come to the meeting with the cousins but were too late. I am also worried that the auditions for Disney will not go throughout the year since it's full-time, year-long work. I didn't do floor workouts, needless to say but need to. I also need more weight training. Getting a membership @ the Y where I can take Bo-dy-pump . . . Bo-dy-pump .. You see, it is a full body workout, did it in Slidell, @ I think a CrossGates, a small 1 near home where I drove myself each time after I graduated from high school and came home to the summer.
Speaking of ghosts, I somehow got a ghost book last month. Money gets tight, but I surpass "a few superficial failings," LOL!..
I think I only slept for 2 hours, though.