Sunday, June 30, 2013
More
So, she still talks back and makes it worse. It's like she's beating me up. I don't like this "romantic fantasy" side of Ellen.
What do you think..
..of Ellen DeGeneres. I have a feeling that she's mad at me because my mom's mouse is worse than mine. Um, no I don't think that being weird like that is nice.. I forget, think she has to admit she does some pretty cruel things and I won't accept them just because she likes me, anyway. Also, I got something to sew but still have to clean my sewing table, never had the time and energy, has not been long since that sewing class and may need to go in and do it. My mom also wants me to do 2 different kinds of group activities. I know this is just ridiculousness because also she tied the dog up with a scarf I made with her mom and then a small blanket. They had a small throw in a gift bag @ Sears, as well. All I want to say is I think it's weird and mean that Ellen wants to hurt me for things that aren't perfect when I'm the unusually nice person. People now just get mad because I also make myself feel good. Moreover, I don't feel good being touched by that boy. I told him @ Valencia and having to leave awhile and all of a sudden, this is so gay..everyone does something, he changed and acted like while I was so gregarious or whatever that I was selfish..this is not selfish, it's just a weird situation. Ellen still says yes this is okay anyway, well it's not, whatever you said.
Hard to Make People Mad
I just got the idea that Ellen DeGeneres, others like Tim Burton and Ginny, have a feeling for my cousin for having a younger dad and young mom, as well, like going sorta tacky in an annoying way but like not like it's a deliberately cut-out mean thing, more of a pitiful scene.. imagined that was precious and sorta like as though tearing apart or ruining maybe .. being annoyed and it feeling like the Holocaust.
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Problemas
Why does Ellen think having white hair is better all the time??
Also, my dad seems to be acting meanly, like I shouldn't care @ maybe my mom is being weird as far as having a good relationship.
Also, my dad seems to be acting meanly, like I shouldn't care @ maybe my mom is being weird as far as having a good relationship.
What Makes Me Tick
I guess what makes me upset is the fact that people are uptight about race and never want to accept me because they wonder about other people of part of my race.
Health
I'm eating a lot healthier and doing floor workouts rather than pushing myself to jog at all so much right now. The floor workouts are fun and I do them like 10 minutes at a time, in their segments, and guess what it's that famous Jillian Michaels, who apparently is a smart athlete|whatever.
Mostly Interested in the Main Street Electrical Parade Tinkerbell
The only 1 that's really good that I kept track of I listed the time near the bottom, but all of it has a lot of practice work I tried to get out over the past month.
http://youtu.be/2YGphlABSoI
http://youtu.be/vmYWgRCMUv0
http://youtu.be/mwEZy8o_Y5Y
http://youtu.be/lUUOFShb2GY
http://youtu.be/rsPn0hdLqBE
8:00 for @ 10 seconds - http://youtu.be/pm8hrBHXwuw
http://youtu.be/ErPIgSBAzk8
Here's a picture of me recently: http://www.flickr.com/photos/95495429@N06/9155274365/lightbox/
I see they have more look-alike auditions. I'm not sure what the parade auditions were for, wondering if the Tinkerbell they are still casting is the 1 in the Main Street Electrical Parade. The auditions say they are still casting parade characters. The dance we did for the specific parade audition implies that it's more for something else, like the puppets.
So, I was wondering, didn't do this last time, just had us walk up front in a group with music on and 1 Spanish lady looked at us. I saw other people in charge there come out later, too, wasn't sure what some of them did. We just went in the order we came. I didn't get asked to stay out of the maybe 100 people who went, only kept 1 girl who was very tall with bleached hair and not bony but thin, like a very lean yet substantial face. The auditions for the parade they just kept mostly girls who were more tall and very slim with naturally light hair in smooth ponytails but all the people seemed not to have like a figure, like they were all 16 or something, did know of someone who flew in and saw some there with their moms.
I know my height fits Tinkerbell and I'm active physically, walk|jog and do floor workouts. I'm from Florida and I grew up more like detailed than like the girls you see from California and England who seem to have fit the past Tinkerbells. So, I find the auditions rather awkward because I like to have friends and stuff and have fun and I'm not like the what you'd call gung ho type, like most people there.
Let me know anything you can tell me and about like giving a resume because last time they didn't take it. I wanted to submit the video|s of me as Tinkerbell for my resume, but they cast on the spot it seems. Can you help me like how I can turn in a video with my resume?
I decided I would dedicate my time here in Orlando to come to auditions. I tried out a jazz class, but it didn't seem to help too much to keep going. I did ballet but never at the top of the class, had problems finding good schools, etc.
Thanks!
Well
Lily lost her chance. I posted a pic of me with a gap bw my teeth and she posted 2 pics of people or got them to answer 1 black 1 Asian.. anyway, your mom isn't whiter.
People up North
They're just getting over it. They are people safe from your negativity with good food, just worry @ their friend Christina down South with Ellen DeGeneres on the TV.
Problema
Chloe's mom can't really admit Chloe is bad, is soft on her, gives her comfortable feelings I don't have. She makes up some excuse, I see. You can't say no one else has thought of being more substantial. Chloe is the problem child. Or whoever told her to report my Twitter and then have those people believe I did something.
Problema
So, Ellen thinks Chloe is under her wing in LA, and Chloe thinks she can ruin my life to get it outta the way, like everyone is jealous and ****ing me would bring them fantastical pleasure?
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