A Little Bit More of Thoughts, Now

You know, Ellen DeGeneres won't let anyone be appealing and good.  She is not all that in some way we can't figure out or maybe doesn't mean anything any worse than anyone else, people who find their age suggestive.  Or parents.  Parents's ages.  That does sound akward.  I mean that like she says well I've been talking to, let me say this, what you'd say, "niggers," anyway.  Btw, lemme know..someone just got fired on their own show for saying "nigger."  I do thank her more than life itself for being kind to me until people noticed she was talking to me on her show.  She knows I was not given a chance because of my race though everyone prizes each of my parents racially.  Now, about life itself..dunno, I mean don't mean life is not worth like an action or maybe so.  What I mean is, I thought something, and it turned out she was talking to black people and that they pretty much are not happy.  She thinks that's what other people are anyway, it seemed to me..  I mean, I can say that.  I don't know why it would be healthy to keep worrying about that all the time and wasting opportunity in life and resulting in sadness and unfortunately death.  I mean, I met the qualifications to be a smile for Ellen DeGeneres.  What was I thinking?  Something wasn't working out, still, for me, like the thing @ Pennsylvania just to watch her show.  I realize it's a real issue, but I already said what I said and it was from Florida.