Una Problema

My mom is still having thoughts of me being a nigger.  What about my brother?  He is very into Asian and was into beachy things, like an islander.  He did martial arts, but the martial arts guys were scared of him, like the way people all m***** my cousin.  Yes, I want to be there for her and not have that happen.  It's just she thinks it's funny how she tricks me socially.  She really does.  I don't find it flattering.  Well, thanks for being such a smart cousin.  Wish you'd talk more.  She's not much of a talker as far as being a conversationalist?  I don't mean to be insulting, but I mean I dunno if there's another way I can think of to say it.  What, she's not a serious talker?  She doesn't really have that much fun to me when everyone thinks the opposite?  I am who I am, I am the result of my environment, I grow like a Venus fly trap.