Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Scoping My Actions

Seeing what I've been posting, for a good reason, I noticed that both Tim Burton's and Johnny Depp's daughters became brats and behavioral cases.  I was almost going into the Education department, myself, and should know all about teenager discipline.

I should say more.  Well, Nell Burton can't get rid of that funny feeling she gets when she tells others she's white, and Tim Burton thinks this trick will work since she's technically almost 1/4 Jewish.

Lily Rose I explained earlier in the day.  She acts just like her father and not her mother.  She has that clean cut hair, wavering, romantic brown eyes, and that take not shit physique.  Her dad is nice, though.  I guess some kids go crazy with having a dad who is like 1/2 German and part Irish blood possibly.  Well, if she's so Irish, she must be what was known by "Anglo" Irish.  Well, I found out, and I don't know why it seems so under the radar, Irish people seem to be largely Viking blood, which passed through France hundreds of years ago I think and some to England and possibly 1 Irish version of my name through Wales (which for some reason my dad's dad came out looking Welsh and Norwegian to me) and the other version Anglo-Saxon German.  My grandma said 1 side, and my dad said it's the other, so my last name is not German but Norwegian.  Lily Rose's dad seems to be of French-German American or somesuch.  I'm quite sure my ancestors are Southern Irish on my dad's side and his mom's side don't even see any real Irish last names to trace I think except I believe Long, which the definition has varied in short amounts of time online.  I know I have real French and Swiss in my blood, I think, yes a combination which also includes Austria and that country Leichtenstein.  So, I figured, seems like Pennsylvania Dutch which includes 1 minority race, Swiss, as I am calling it and am also very happy with I believed.  It solves my problem about not knowing about Italian.  It's by Italy.  Audrey Hepburn, probably 2nd famous to Julie Andrews unless you mean George Washington and Walt Disney.  I guess my question is why there are Barretts in northern Ireland who have mouths that are like crying.  I think northern Ireland is Protestant, yes that's very true.  I guess southern Ireland is still on the same level as countries like England and above France.  I believe it is more European.

So, yea, back to what I was saying.. we are able to just "label" kids as brats, it seems, now.  They want to say something they didn't say before, something nice, they can't do it now with their past in place as the good move.  They need to learn to fend for themselves, if that's the case..  It's so true, I just said it.  Like, Lily Rose posts boring stuff on Twitter and then watches people's reactions and appraisal, if she even knows what that word would mean.  So, I'm just mad at how tense it is letting someone her age block you online in a public message board system such as Twitter.

Another thought crossed my mind for some strange reason.  It does bother me when adults lose it, but I always know there's a reason, I thought, not just that no one's there for me in the world.  I mean, come on, Lily Rose blocks me from all her stuff?  You know, she's too shy to post videos.  Maybe, she thinks she'll get better and better.  She thinks I've talked to her and said certain things I didn't say, like to move to L.A. and not mention Florida, I feel, I feel she thinks this.  What else was it, I forget, maybe something about her mom.  You know, I never said for her to have a small nose, but it is a dainty type.  It probably just was what came.  All I can say is it's more dense and seems very nice, guess she could have done other things she liked that might make her nose different.  I dunno, I think she's stuck on something, stuck like with that maybe it's "different."  I think she's struggling with the blood related to the 1st freed African American woman.  Johnny Depp is so American.  Some people think he is French.  His last name is, I guess, but he doesn't remind me of Ellen DeGeneres and Orla Fallon in that way racially, I mean more than most men, but you see these 2 ladies I believe have maternal names Irish.  I mean, he might, but I have a feeling it's English.  I don't know @ the middle, but we know he's also Native American + the 1st freed African American woman.  I guess he's something of a hero, in that way.  I can relate to him in his non-Floridian side.  I dunno, I mean I was a kid in Florida, and New Orleans is also the dead South, it will always be the dead South of the U.S. in my eyes.  I don't know no Texas, but I know it's an opportunity for New Orleanians to go out West.  Yes, it was a big thing, but I have a feeling it is over, like all the people who went to L.A.  I am sad that people in the New Orleans area moved there after a big hurricane named Katrina, just realized it sounds like my name.  I think they found out all the bad things they did were like nothing.  They were expecting that it was my fault, didn't do anything, get confused about things from outside the home that's not that clean.  I always thought they'd be considered right, but they don't know where they want to go in life.

I feel uncomfortable thinking there's some thing where I decided that L.A. was the place.  I thought so, but I don't think I tried to persuade anyone so much, maybe crossed my mind, never wrote it.  I've decided that it's the north, thanks to Miss Lily, 2 points, 1 for her dad being from Florida.  Yes, he is from Florida moreover because that's the only place he lived a long time, I think or I guess.  About roots, well, he must go up and see the relatives often enough and recollect with his parents having heritage below the belt there.  Wonder if that's been said, "below the belt" refering to such things.  I mean places like more southern Pennsylvania and Virginia are beautiful.  New York is more like New Jersey, New Jersey and Boston.  I don't know about NYC, wonder what it's like, wonder what kids there are like.  My piano teacher is from there, though, and she's very American.  She's also Italian and with an accent.  No, I do not even live there and do not take piano.  Just saying, I learned so much about music from piano, and I became very smart from it and in bridging to organ.  Back to the point, you know, though, I am uncomfortable about that fact that I thought it would be good to move to L.A. but that I don't like all these non-Southerners swamping the area.  I think I've made a suggestion @ my teacher with a dad from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, and a mom though from California.  All I can say is Pittsburgh is probably as Southern as the Carolinas.  It doesn't quite cut it to New Orleans, which is a substantial place in some ways to me.  It seems it was used up in modern times.  That's 1 thing I didn't ask for, but can't argue.  I know you have a racial inclination towards anyone who's mostly Caucasian than me.  It's rather insulting that you don't understand that Chinese without that delicate heritage and nice fish in the restaurants is like dirt under your feet while Middle Easterners reigh as a buffer between you ans Asia and something you think you have under your own belt.  Wow, I wasn't sure I would know how to say something like that.  Funny I am blogging more now, maybe because of the singing, but I just keep changing.  I know I am still being suggestive like a mistake I made, and I really don't linger on things I don't mean, and they are htings I don't mean in the 1st place..

You know, I think Lily is as Floridian as any.  The European heritage is definitely nice.  Something anyone wanna talk @?  If I never got in trouble with Tim Burton, perhaps then important people wouldn't use actually Lily as someone against me to talk to, to rub me in the dirt under their rubber sole shoes.  So, if like I never got in trouble I wouldn't be getting the "shitty" messages aobut like how other people are rasi raised above me just because of Tim.  It used to be that I was reserved as someone special because I am.  It wasn't @ not me.  Also, I am not shit just because you meet another attractive person.  How many times do I have to say that?  It's only a choice, and you can chose to be a human being..